All I Really Want - 2015 Remaster

In the opening track from Jagged Little Pill, a frustrated Morissette is in the midst of an argument with her significant other who refuses to engage in the "intellectual intercourse" she desperately wants, preferring to distract himself from the problems in his life rather than face them. The singer is aware of her own shortcomings, and compares herself to Estella, the cold and critical socialite who captures the protagonist's heart in the Charles Dickens novel Great Expectations. "I'm like Estella," she sings in the second verse. "I like to reel it in and then spit it out, I'm frustrated by your apathy."

Morissette was just 20 years old when she wrote this song with her producer, Glen Ballard, in January 1995. It was the last song they wrote for the album. As a teenage pop singer, Alanis released two albums in her native Canada, neither of which expressed the complex emotions she was dealing with. Ballard was the first producer she found that wanted her to lead the way creatively. He was 40 when they met, and quite accomplished, having produced the first Wilson Phillips album in 1990. By the time he wrote "All I Really Want" with Morissette, they had developed tremendous creative chemistry and she was taking the lead on lyrics. Speaking about the song for a Spotify Landmark edition of the album, he said: "I went to an Indian modality. She had this feral sound in her voice and it really communicated the lyrics. It was like a hunger for the right king of connection. She was looking for justice and communication. Five months after we wrote this, she would emerge as one of the more charismatic and powerful women on the planet, but on this day in January of 1995 she was quite fragile and pale, and she's never been more beautiful."

Morissette didn't have a record deal yet when she was putting the album together and it didn't look like she was going to get one, having been turned down by every major record company. Until she was summoned by Madonna's new Maverick label at an inopportune moment. "I was in the studio writing 'All I Really Want' with Glen in my sweatpants and we got a call from Ken Hertz, who was a partner of one of the lawyers I was working with," Morissette recalled to CBC Music. "He said, 'You've gotta come with me right now, meet me at Maverick.' And I said, "I can't, I'm wearing my sweatpants.' And he said, 'Too bad, I don't care, get in the car.' So Glen and I were laughing and we just got in the car and I was like all right, well this is zero presentation, I'm not coming in with my stilettos and my special makeup or anything." No one cared about the sweatpants. After auditioning with "Perfect," "You Oughta Know," and "Hand In My Pocket," for an astounded Guy Oseary - who went on to manage Madonna and U2 - she signed on the dotted line with Maverick.