Kinnara

I'm exhausted. Tired of trying to be good enough. To be enough for people. To be at least decent on what I do. Tired of battling myself for being such a toxic and useless friend. It hurts so much to be lonely and know you're the cause of it, and still not be able to change.

She dies of a disease he didnt know of and he almost kills himself. Her sudden death happened every reincarnation and she would never tell him because... well, EMOTIONAL DAMAGE. 1st song she dedicates to him and they dance to the 2nd in the rain (the day before she dies).