xla !

one band. one dream. one direction. i'm just waiting for yall at this point. i don't know if you've realized but you hold so much power in so many people's lives.

sometimes u just know? sometimes ur brain convinces u. sometimes it'll bring happiness, and other's tears. all the cost of loving someone. a soulmate is ur other half, the one made for u, no one says it makes u better or happier.

louis william tomlinson. thank you so much for tecahing me to find positivity and light in the darkest of places. becuase if not for you im not sure id be here to type this.

zain (zayn) javadd malik. thank you for teaching me slef care, because if not for you i wouldn't understand the importance self love.

harry edward styles. thank you for teaching me acceptance. because if not for you i would never have known to accept myslef, and to tpwk.

these mofos really said 18 months, like no sir it's been 5 years. it is what it is. this is now the playlist that consists of both the initial 5 years and the 18 months since.

this is it, this is the end of what some say the "most enjoyable moments" of our lives. i hope we stay in contact after this, hopefully it's not the end. but if it is, i'm glad to have known u and been in. ur life. have fun old friends.

niall james horan. thank you fro teaching me to not believe what other people say. becuase if not for you i would never believe in myself to diagree when someone bigger tells me no.

is it supposed to take this long? i want you now, but i gotta wait... just know that one day after all the angst we'll be happy together.

liam james payne. thank you so much for teaching me to never give up. becuase of you i kept fighting for what i belive in.

i wanna travel back in time and go live in the 80s for a day, is that seriously too much to ask?

listen to the lyrics, it may sound like a happy upbeat song, but once you truly hear it you'll realize, that life isn't all sunshine and butterflies. life's hard and it sucks, but if you mask your emotions no one will know.

perfcet. what a strange word. there's no such thing. but for now let me believe that there is. let me bask in the light from an artificial sun. i know its not real, but let me convince myself it is just for a little bit longer.

TAYLOR SWIFT (TAYLOR'S VERSION)

it's ok to need help, and it's ok to seek that help. not everything has to be done by yourself, so tell whatever problem u face to kindly f*ck off.

yeah idk it;s just the embodiment of cringe but in the best way, like i just can't help myslef from screaming along with the lyrics.

"anyone’s capable of great good and great evil. everyone, even the firelord and the fire nation, have to be treated like their worth giving a chance"

let me do things for you to show my love, and you can do things in return.

whoever said money can't solve your problems must not have had enough money to solve 'em they say, "which one?" i say, "nah, i want all of 'em" happiness is the same price as red bottoms

"a feeling of deep anxiety or dread, typically an unfocused one about the human condition or the state of the world in general"

the set list from karl's karoke stream (popoff crew) "KARAOKE WITH DREAM GEORGE SAPNAP AND QUACKITY"

aphrodite is the olympian goddess of love, beauty, sexual pleasure, and fertility.

apollo is the olympian god of the sun and light, music and poetry, healing and plagues, prophecy and knowledge, order and beauty, archery and agriculture.

april 2021 (top 50 most played).

april 2022 (top 50 most played).

basically hamilton's soundtrack but that's irrelevant. ok so not basically this is hamilton's soundtrack, but mrs. rosengren says it helps and i listen to her.

karlnap (@__bxnchii twt art creds)

ares is the olympian god of war. however, unlike athena, he represents merely its destructive capacity and is typically the personification of sheer violence and brutality.

let's set fire to the world and watch it burn. fire is amazing to look at, the rise and fall of the flames. how it stays burning even when there's wind, it changes with it instead of burning out. if only i had the same passion.

artemis is the olympian goddess of the hunt, the moon, and chastity; in time, she also became associated with childbirth and nature.

"people usually assume that i’m daddy’s helpless little girl, but i can handle myself"

it's nothing personal just my job. sorry? it was inevitable if not me then someone else.

athena is the olympian goddess of wisdom and war and the adored patroness of the city of athens. a virgin deity, she was also – somewhat paradoxically – associated with peace and handicrafts, especially spinning and weaving.

august 2021 (top 50 most played).

august 2022 (top 50 most played).

"yes! we defeated you for all time! you will never rise from the ashes of your shame and humiliation! well, that was fun"

imma bad bitch you can't kill me.

take my hand, ask me for a dance. hands around my waist, mine upon your shoulders, gentle footwork guides us, you lead and i'll follow. i trust you for a reason.

unification, quiet, pleasantness, calm, and simplicity.

CORPSE

power, sexuality, sophistication, formality, elegance, wealth, mystery, fear, evil, unhappiness, depth, style, sadness, remorse, anger, anonymity, underground, good technical color, mourning, and death.

found family. blood and genetics even paper work doesn’t prove family. maybe by law or biology, but the people who i choose to have in my life? they’re my family. the people who care about me, and who i care about? they’re my family. the ones who i know will be there for me till the end. them.

peace, tranquility, cold, calm, stability, harmony, unity, trust, truth, confidence, conservatism, security, cleanliness, order, loyalty, sky, water, technology, depression, and appetite suppressant.

"so i’m gonna die? is that what you’re trying to tell me? because i’ve done it once or twice before and it’s not all that fun"

THE NEIGHBORHOOD

bass go hard

these are the small collection of chinese songs i've found. it could've been from school, randomly online. there's so little becuase i would actually rather forget learning any of these.

it was a favor, or even a joke. the feelings weren't supposed to become real, so why did they?

i can't be your friend, can't be your lover can't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love with somebody other than me i wish that you would stay in my memories but you show up today, just to ruin things

guilty pleasures

"if you ever pick on asshat agian, i'm gonna chew your nuts off with my teeth, and not in a good way"

"i was trying to fix something that i had no business trying to fix. it's like textbook definition of a control freak from hell"

MARINA

"from my fictional crushes to my real ones, i suppose i didn't understand it at the time, but it's always been boys" (3-6).

well well wellington. even if this geniunely a conspirousy theory, this may be one of the most tragic love stories ive ever heard. i only wish the two of you love, happiness, and acceptance.

i was obsessed for a solid 3 weeks.

"we can't control what happens to us only how it affects us and the choices we make"

christmas bangers. thanksgiving is important too. this really is the best time of the year tho, like everyone is happy and carefree. even if you don't celebrate christams there's other holiday's that make you in the spirit.

i don't even like coffee, so what am i doing here? oh yeah... im here to see you again, becuase you do like coffee. continue to meet me in the coffee shop? i like seeing you.

escape with me and lets go live our cottage core fantasy.

i used to be so embarressed for liking country music, now i don't really care. like if you're gonna judge me go for it.

i just want to cuddle my best friends and tell them how much i love them and how thankful i am.

so uhh, if u find this playlist no u didn't... imagine being vanilla? i mean i'm all for u do u, but i couldn't think of what it'd be like. y'know? just simple? but everybody has what they enjoy i guess.

sleepy bois inc (@Gomiidd twt art creds)

"see, i don’t mind being the bad guy, because somebody has to fill that role and get things done. you do bad things for no reason. you do them to be a dick"

"oh. you're being gay. good job. carry on." (4-15)

integrity, knowledge, power, and seriousness.

disney channel i blame you. why give so many of us high standards and expectations only for them to come crashing down on us.

to my ex-bestfriends, we had a good run didn't we?do u think we could've saved us? u promised me and i trusted u, but that trust only got me hurt didn't it? how is it possible to love and hate one person so damn much. i despise u but i miss u so much. 2 broken people can't fix eachother. we tried.

"overrated. made a better movie than a book, and now with all those kid actors grown up, they're scarier looking than the villains"

december 2020n (top 50 most played).

december 2021 (top 50 most played).

"you forgot my first lesson: don't hesitate"

twitter mutuals with the common goal of dnfing

when blue meets green, when the sky meets the skyline, where the sea meets the land, where george met dream, and where louis met harry. two halves bound to make a whole, always intertwined, always destined to be together.

background noise bc u hate silence

i’m so sorry, just please, don’t go. i can’t handle it if you leave me too. i won’t force you, but i beg that you stay, i’ll be better i promise. whatever you need.

the ultimate best musical of all time: mama mia

"no, college is for women who don't want to marry the first idiot they meet and squeeze out his bastard moron children"

HALSEY

DREAM

"narcissists are too busy thinking about themselves to realize they’re being played"

"people are born, they grow old, and then they die. that’s the world we live in. there’s no magic, no mysticism, no immortality. there is nothing that defies rational thought. it’s not possible. i’m not a believer, i can’t be"

"to me, the very definition of the word 'broken' suggests that something can be fixed"

"it’s always the ones you least suspect, the ones you trust the most, that hurt you. they wait until your guard is down and then wham! in my case, it was tequila"

"heck yeah trans rights" "just stating facts no need to blush tiny" (3-17)

"i know what it’s like when others tell you what you can and can’t do, especially when you’re a kid, but ultimately, whatever you’re considering doing or giving up, the choice is yours"

i’ll deal with it in my own time. (translation: i will be dragged to my grave with fingernails clawing into the earth just so that i don’t ever have to deal with it)

we used to despise eachother, did we have a reason? still unknown... somewhere all the tension turned sexual then boom. feelings got involved and here we are now.

"i'm not that drunk... i just can't walk or see... man, that was a great party"

"when that day comes, i want to be surrounded by people who are willing to look death in the face with me and not run. for once, i want someone to love me enough to stay and fight. even if it is a lost cause. because I’m worth it." -josie saltzman

"break my heart. break it a thousand times if you like. it was only ever yours to break anyway" "i'll love you until my very last breath. every beat of my heart is yours. i don't want to die without you knowing that" - maxon schreave

"it was a pleasure to burn..."

falling in love is easier than one would think. it's something that happens no matter how hard u fight it. no matter how hard u try u can't control ur emotions, only how u show them to others. love is a complex emotion, and u don't realize ur in it till you've fallen.

everyone warned me to stay away from u. but it's differnet, u make me feel safe and comftorable. not to be the cliche but i don't regret falling for u.

for the those that were seperated due to what your family beliefs were. the heartbreak that never broke your heart but hardened it. always love them but they'll never be approved. if things were slightly different, then maybe.

feburary 2021 (top 50 most played).

febuary 2022 (top 50 most played).

"an apple? where's my candy, you son of a bitch?"

“i can’t tell you that this is definitely gonna work out. there’s no guarantees, but if this turns out to be a big mistake, then let’s make it the most fun big fucking mistake we’ve ever made”

solo. harry styles, louis tomlinson, niall horan, liam payne, and zayn malik. so what have y'all been up to after the hiatus? solo stuff is popping off not gonna lie. how tf we u all ever a band? all ur solo stuff is so different in the best way possible.

the fresh smell of flowers in the morning, the array of multiple colors sprouting from all around you, and the happiness and giddiness you see people leave wearing that expression. the background music that just makes you feel alive.

what if i said something? what if i finally took what i wanted? would it be fair? i love you, but i have to let you go. you've found love and i'm so happy for you, even if i can't be happy for myself.

"either you're right, or you're wrong. although, you do make one good point. i am a mikaelson"

you've always been friends nothing more... but as more time passes, you find yoursleves falling for eachother.

feeling the press of your lips on my skin is my favorite feeling in the world. the gentleness that shows you care, how you treat me like a fragile piece of glass, with the utmost care. so what we're in love, i'd have it no other way, everyone else be damned.

based off the first song, i was bored and on tik tok.

im moving on. it hurts and it sucks, but its what needs to happen. i cant destroy myself waiting for something that will never come back to me.

needn't be something big, but just enough to show how you think of me and i vow to do the same too.

BIG TIME RUSH

"psychopaths: people who know the differences between right and wrong, but don't give a shit" this quote is so interesting. right and wrong is a funny concept. it's all relative to what a single person believes what is right and wrong, good and bad. there's no actual answer.

nature, environment, healthy, good luck, renewal, youth, spring, generosity, fertility, jealousy, service, inexperience, envy, misfortune, and vigor.

security, reliability, intelligence, staid, modesty, dignity, maturity, solid, conservative, practical, old age, sadness, boring, and calm.

if i could dress like this playlist i would do it in a second.

GLASS ANIMALS

hades is the ancient greek god of the underworld, the place where human souls go after death.

yeah sure, you hate country, it's the worst music genre blah blah blah. but you know damn well when these songs play you're grabbing your boots and hat and making your way to the next honky tonk.

"well, every good story needs a wicked witch. it'll be all the more satisfying when we melt her"

hephaestus is the god of blacksmiths and fire. called “the celestial artificer,” he was also associated with other craftsmen (sculptors, carpenters, metalworkers) and, as evident in the name of his roman counterpart vulcan, with volcanoes.

hera is the wife of zeus, the queen of olympus, and the olympian goddess of marriage. as such, she is also the deity most associated with family and the welfare of women and children.

hermes is the winged herald and messenger of the olympian gods. in addition, he is also a divine trickster, and the god of roads, flocks, commerce, and thieves. hermes was the only olympian capable of crossing the border between the living and the dead.

save you? well of course that's my job, to be a hero. keep in mind i may be to hero, but am i good? good and bad are both relative, im good in this story, but who knows i might be the villian in someone else's.

hestia is the greek goddess of the hearth, one of the original twelve olympians.

touch starved. how tf am i touch starved? i'm the clingiest person on the planet. there's something about being held or holding someone in your arms that just feels safe. the comfort of feeling at home, feeling content. the feeling of trusting someone enough to let them hold u.

"what if the only difference is just who’s telling the story?"

"maybe i’ll see you again, in another life or something, where im the waves and you’re the shoreline" "it feels a little like home. a new beginning"

LOVEJOY

when i saw u hurt i wanted to die, i wanted to kill for u. seeing u in pain hurt me more than u will ever know. insteasd of going out for vengence i'll nurse u back. i'll keep u safe from any harm that's out there.

am i too late? i know i made a mistake but i miss you so much. please come back, i need you. i know it's unfair of me to ask as you've found someone new, but i love you.

i can’t. sure say i’ve got jealousy issues, but i can’t handle watching you be with someone else. it isn’t fair, whatsoever. you don’t deserve it.

so you wanna talk about power? let me show you power...

when did having a crush become so humiliating?? i promise when i was younger it was so inncocnet and bit embrassing but now i would rather die than admit to having a crush. or maybe it's just because its a crush on you...

i feel like im drowning in my own tears, choking on my own words, and im killing myself slowly through a torturous process. the saddest thing is i cant do a single thing about it, but to accept it and let it happen.

the words u wrote to me made me fall in lovew ith u. they were so real, vulnreable, emotional, and well raw. u layed urself out for me as true as u could be. thank you for that, truly.

i just really want the world to be good. it's not hard have a consciences, damn.

i know we weren't together but we're more than friends

tik tok to musical.ly. the start musical.ly with the weird hand gestures. the end of musical.ly when people found a bit of humour. the start of tik tok it was the awkward phase where no one wanted to admit if they had it or not. to what tik tok is now or kinda. dancing wasn't really the plan.

PEACH PIT

you didn't love me enough, so i loved you enough for the both of us yet it wasn't enough. the thought of you loving anyone else breaks me so much, but i love you enough to let go. maybe one day it'll be our time, but until then i hope you're happy and in love even if its not with me.

how could i be so disobedient?

i can’t believe i believed you when you said forever. i’m more disappointed in myself that i let myself be tricked by you again. you promised me a lifetime of a love and happiness, and now look. all you’ve done is hurt me, was that your plan all along? you’re a liar.

YUNG GRAVY

CIGARETTES AFTER SEX

ED SHEERAN

"sometimes we get so wrapped up in getting what we want, that we forget to ask ourselves why we wanted it in the first place"

random songs i become obsessed with and might randomly just stop listening to later, but in the time period where i have it constantly looping its the worlds greatest creation.

ARCTIC MONKEYS

crawl out of the rock you've been living under if you don't know these songs. this is what i grew up on practically. if i ever forget the lyric to these songs imma kms.

sooo, there's a chance i've got a god complex... do with that information what you will.

white people absolutely love these and know every lyric. hi im lydia and i am now white due to this playlist.

i'm angry and upset. u had no right to break my heart like that. i won't admit to how much this broke me, instead i'll mask it with being angry, but we both know that's a lie. i wanted something that would only hurt me, and i got hurt. i saw the signs heard the warnings and still ignored them.

"i mean, it’s simple. the woman just needs to be a cook in the kitchen, a maid in the living room, and an acrobat in the bedroom. and i can hire a cook and a maid"

january 2021 (top 50 most played).

january 2022 (top 50 most played).

july 2021 (top 50 most played).

july 2022 (top 50 most played).

june 2021 (top 50 most played).

3 months... that's all there is. the summer of fun, nothing serious just kicks and giggles. who knew that things don't stay like they were in summer, that as soon as fall comes we have to leave, an everything we shared is lost.

life's never been easy for woman we just make it look that way. women are hot shit and we know it, we can be hot and a boss at the same time. #girlboss #pussyqueen #slay

thunderstorms. & rainstorms. completely self indulgent i love the sound of rain and thunder, it’s just so calming. the constant pattering of rain hitting the roof, the bright shock of lightning, then followed by the loud booming that is thunder.

if any of these come on, you best step aside becuase i'm about to have my camp rock this is me moment. i would sell my soul to hear these for the first time again.

"you make one step backward, one slip-up, give me one reason to think you might hurt aang, and you won’t have to worry about your destiny anymore; because I’ll make sure your destiny ends, right then and there, permanently"

"i survived childbirth, the death of my entire family, and 500 years of running from an immortal hybrid"

let's get hyped, i might be driving soon soooo

"a man unwilling to fight for what he wants... deserves what he gets"

CONAN GRAY

after a date take me out into the rain. i would kill to dance in the rain laughing without a care in the world, just complete bliss. after everything hold me close and kiss me in the rain.

"well, that's what you get for going out and drinking. maybe one day you'll learn to stay at home and drink, like me"

"in hindsight, you could’ve been nicer to people, or at least left fewer survivors"

"oh, i'm sorry! did i put you in a difficult position by fighting the giant force of pure evil that was going to destroy the whole world?! maybe your administration could've handled that!"

"i'll do anything for 10 dollars"

just having fun. i mean u only live once right? might as well enjoy it. plus charges aren't as bad as a minor. don't hurt people, but some harmless crime shouldn't be a big deal.

"i just need someone to say 'fuck it. this kid deserves a chance"

bear and moose tunes

they look so good together. so different from u and i. the memories we made are starting to fade, and all that's left is dried tear stains. i've cried all that i can for u, and yet i'm still missing u. my heart still breaks and longs for u. isn't that funny?

puppy love is like a middle school girl crush, its so great in the moment, like a euphoric feeling that you never want to fade.

TAYLOR SWIFT

our eyes met and i knew then and there that u were the one i wanted, no needed to spend my life with. i never though i was naive enough to fall for someone i had just met, yet here we are.

yes or no? you want me or you don't? i can't keep up with all these moods. you're sending so many signals you're confusing yourself. make a decision or i'll be forced to make one for you.

"people don’t arrive broken. they start with passion and yearning ‘till something comes along and diabuses them of those notions"

"i want to wait for you. and i sleep on the floor with you when it's storming out. and i want you to hear my songs first. and i want to watch you put on your running shoes, go out running, and i want to be the one that you run back to. because i love you"

"random destruction makes you think of me?"

march 2021 (top 50 most played).

march 2022 (top 50 most played).

"i have invited you here so that you may know that under my rule, all men will be judged not by their faith but by their actions. because, regardless of my faith, i am not a catholic queen, i am not a protestant queen, i am not a french queen, i am your queen"

may 2021 (top 50 most played).

may 2022 (top 50 most played).

"that’s the thing, actions are easy for me, i need to say it. i’m sorry"

"ooooh! burn! that’s a burn about a burn! that’s a 2nd degree burn"

"not everybody just gets to blurt out how they fucking feel every minute"

"l'étoile du nord" "star of the north"

feminism flew out the window real quick... look im all for supporting the women, however i turn into a different person when these start playing.

it’s such an odd feeling bc you were never mine, but i was yours and i think that’s what hurts most, or the fact that even now, i still miss you. i still have hope, but there's no real reason to. you're doing your own thing, but i'll always be here just incase.

for being "sad" songs these have zero right to go so hard. teleport me back to this time era becuase the music was gas.

skephalo (@Xtranomical twt art creds)

(art by @renahliaa on twt) karl one day was like: “oh, let’s make a new country!” and i was like- me and sapnap just went along with it. we just made a country…?

i want to be really into musicals and know every lyric and have seen all of them, but i'm just not. part of it is because i'm broke and can't pay to see all of them, and the other is i don't have the time yet, so this is my start.

i don't want to be here anymore, i don't think i can be here anymore. it all hurts so much, yet it's all so numbing.

this obsession wasn't supposed to become so big. i just wanted to know who the cute brunette was with the british accent. now i'm in love with multiple block men and women.

(art by @jazetallo on twt) "it was never meant to be"

second is just first to lose. im always second. i should expect it now, but you gave me hope. and that was just cruel. for once i thought i could be the one, the first choice, the one everyone wanted, but i should've known better. now im just hurt and i cant even blame you.

youtube and tik tok songs that just kinda find their way to me

"why are we like this?" (3-7)(3-34) "going out with you is like a dream" (3-23) "i love liking you" (3-34)

"i was just freaking out like honestly i'm having a proper full-on gay crisis" (3-4).

"you rant and rave about the monster i have become, but you are the author of everything i am"

people tell me they hate me and all i can think of is how much i agree. that them telling me this isn’t new information, that i hate myself more than they ever could.

it’s supposed to stay physical, nothing more nothing less. friends with benefits, fuck buddies, there’s a line we don’t cross. so why is is becoming harder to see that line? when we started it was all so clear, we had rules, but now we’ve both broken the rules. where does that leave us?

i am in no way romanticizing these. i feel for everyone who ever had to go through this. it’s an awful feeling, no matter how it affects you. sometimes you need to cry it out, or remember how strong you are now. how much healthier you are now.

i just want to scream these out, want to shout the lyrics until my voice cracks and my heart breaks.

i know im not your only but at least im one i heard a little love is better than none...

november 2021 (top 50 most played).

enjoy

FIVE SECONDS OF SUMMER

original songs, anamatic audios etc. the artists carry this fandom their breaking backs. (sad-ist art creds)

october 2021 (top 50 most played).

minecraft players have musical talnet??? pog

i've cried all my tears out. there's nothing left to cry. why is it so hard to be normal? why is it so difficult to accept yourself? very few of these will be breakup song. the majority being about mental illness and trauma.

80's vibes

disney channel & nickalodean. you know my 10 year old self went hard fro these songs, and simped hard for the boys who sang the songs. who am i kidding my teenage self is still simping.

long rainy train ride to anywhere and nowhere. feeling the constant roll of the wheels as we reach closer to the destination. even if i’m not sure where that destination is, it’s the journey that counts.

who knew opposites worked so well together? we weren't supposed to do well together, we're on different sides here. there is nothing we agree on, and there is nothing we share as a common interest, so why do i still love you so much?

energy, balance, enthusiasm, warmth, vibrant, expansive, flamboyant, demanding of attention.

the new generation. how can we expect change, if we're not working towards it? the government feeds us all a bunch of lies and bullshit. then it gets mad when we fight back although we're supposed to have freedom of speech.

can u imagine a life in the mafia? omg it seems epic. like just, private planes, whiskey drinking, and moneyyyyy.

i need u with me, whenever together i feel myself becoming my true self. u drive me crazy in the best way possible. i love u and hope for u to always be in my life. /p.

ALEC BENJAMIN

the feeling of someone else's touch on my skin to prove how they love me and i them.

i'm falling for u in secret. the words i want to tell u are stuck in the back of my throat. i can't figure out how to or if i even want to tell u. my secret confession is for me and my heart.

love, romance, caring, tenderness, acceptance and calm.

to the person i get to call my best friend: thank you for saving me. for making me feel comfortable enough to myself around you. thank you for being there when no one else was. there's no one i'd rather confide in. no one i'd rather spend hours with talking about everything and nothing. ily mwah /p

poseidon is the violent and ill-tempered god of the sea. he was also feared as the provoker of earthquakes and worshipped as the creator of the horse.

yeah this one hurt bad.

i didn't ask for this to happen, hell i wish it didn't. i fell for u without either of us realizing it. it hurts bc i know you'll never feel the same, and i will take this secret to my grave. who know maybe it'll pass, but for now i'll love u in silence.

royalty, nobility, spirituality, ceremony, mysterious, transformation, wisdom, enlightenment, cruelty, honor, arrogance, mourning, and temperance.

i spend my time with you to show how much i love you and i only hope that you are doing it too.

"i suppose it's a family trait. everything we love, we turn to ash"

the feeling of letting go and being free from all worries. living life to the fullest in a golfcart full of people you care about or complete strangers. it’s not so much the physical act, but more so the feeling coming after.

excitement, energy, love, desire, speed, strength, power, heat, aggression, danger, fire, blood, war, violence, intense, and passion.

"when my time comes i want to be buried face down. that way whoever doesn't like me can kiss my ass"

yes, ive made my mistakes, and ive been on the wrong side. but now im trying to change, it wont be easy and i know that, but you should at least give me a chance to prove you worng. there where be days i screw up, but im at least trying here.

"have you ever considered that maybe, perhaps... i am good? i was always the queen. It was you who added 'evil' to my name"

you drove me to this. my life was fine, normal, happy even, but you took that from me. so now? now i get even, i get my revenge, so you better run. because i dont give up, and im coming for you, with no mercy.

"if your eyes weren't open, you wouldn't know the difference between dreaming and waking"

running through the deserted hallways and secret tunnels, dancing across the ballroom, poofy dress, and crown atop our heads.

holy fuck. please i'm begging rail me. just absolutely destroy me. rearrange my guts. i would literally let you throw me in an eruppting volcano and say sorry for being in the way, god damn.

an angry love confession. why must we drive eachother insane and argue until we finally admit what we were fightinh? why must we be screaming at one another three simple words of i love you? the reasons aren't important, now it's just you and me.

from car jams to shower jams, i will be screaming every lyric at the top of my lungs. the funnest part is you never know what to expect. it can go from the most depressing song to an absoulte bangger. it keeps u on ur toes.

no one will know. it'll just be for the two of to know. you and me, only us. hope we can stay in our bubble of love just a tad bit longer.

CHASE ATLANTIC

september 2021 (top 50 most played).

hoe anthems. bitch i don't care if you do or don't know the lyrics. you better be bouncing that ass.

troy and gabriella were the blueprint of my unrealistic standards of highschool.

tattooed arms and a beat up car I know she's gonna break my heart </3

we don't need to talk much, just put ur body on mine and we'll be okay.

JACK HARLOW

coming of age. becoming who i am and attempting to find myself in this crazy world. it’s so difficult, there’s not much that makes it easier, but i try. hopefully one day i’ll look back on these days and not regret a single thing. i want to make peace within myself.

the end has finally come, but neither of us are truly surprised. we both knew we'd have to let the other go at some point. i'll never forget you, thank you, for everything you did, and for everything you made me feel.

"i'm sorry, master, you're wrong. i am not worthy. i am not who you think i am. i'm not from the fire nation, i'm from the southern water tribe. i lied so that i could learn swordsmanship from you. i'm sorry."

these defientely feel like a fever dream, like no way these are actual things, but people get paid for them too?

let's escape during the dead of the night to go look at the stars. we can take your car and cuddle for warmth. it would just be the two of us and a sky of a million stars.

"when you feel the blood rush in, you tell yourself that you're gonna get through it; that you're strong enough. yes, yes - no matter how good it feels to give yourself over to it, you fight it off. you bury it"

"don’t put me in your fantasies. i don’t even like being in your real life"

some classic lgbtq+ bops, only problem is im straight

"i am a warrior, but i'm a girl, too"

the beach and the pool. water in general with the sun shining down. best feeling ever. feeling your skin start to tan under the sun's intense beams, taking a break to cool off in the water. or just start in the water, make up free, having fun, stress and anxiety free.

"we kissed earlier in the lourve" (4-29) "can i kiss you goodbye?" (5-21) "you are such a dork i swear to god" (5-21)

"just standing next to girls i like makes me feel like i'm being elctrecuted." (4-15)

"tara didn't know she was a lesbian until we'd kissed like 6 times." (3-21) "we reached the point where we knew that whatever people said or thought about us, we knew who we were, and we loved ourselves anyway." (4-19)

"why are straight people like this?" (3-21).

country from the past. i grew up in this music. mom and grandm played this every vacation, every roadtrip, willie's roadhouse was the only music allowed.

butterflies in my stomach, fireworks with the press of our lips, but it feels like home. that's all i want, is to be so in love that you feel like home.

how did we get to this point? the world is so fucked that it began crying with us.

if im gonna do something stupid and reckless, im at least gonna do it with my best friend. oh and we're gonna have a jam sesh while we do it.

non-endgame only ends in heartbreak. but i would do it all over again if it means i’ll be loved by you even only for a little bit. if i could i’d fall for you every time no matter the consequence. because we weren’t endgame, but we were definitely in love, and that counts for something.

there's days i want to absoulutely murder you, but that's what makes loving you so worth it. it may not be blood or genetics bewteen us, but you are my family.

LITTLE MIX

karlnapity (@ValGomi ig art creds)

dream team babyyy (@iatomacch twt art creds)

i won't lie im a hopeless romantic. these are songs that make me belive in love, and makes me want to fall in love. id like to have these played at my wedding.

tommy &amp; tubbo (clingy duo)(@chewwypepsicola twt art creds)

there's so many miles between us. texting and facetime calls just aren't enough anymore. i need to be with you... physically. i can't bear knowing i have you, but you're just out of arms reach.

"one of the good things about being blind is that i don't have to waste my time worrying about appearances. i don't care what i look like. i'm not looking for anyone's approval. i know who i am"

"older isster magic" (3-24)

THE 1975

the songs i rec on my private when im bored, or just good songs i like in general.

feeling numb. i didn't want to feel all this pain anymore, i didn't want to keep hurting, to keep fighting for something not worth it. so i stopped feeling, but with any reward there's consequences. not feeling pain is also not feeling anything at all.

calm, sophistication, water, and femininity.

kale im talking about you

"destiny is a funny thing. you never know how things are going to work out, but if you keep an open mind and an open heart, i promise you will find your own destiny someday"

i love you so much. but you don't love me and there's nothing i can do about that. you just don't want me and that sucks. the worst part is i cant even blame you, you didnt ask to not feel the same, just how i didnt ask to feel this way.

there's not a feeling in the world that beats being in the sky looking over the world. it's fascinating how far technology has advanced. we feel safe in a giant floating metal tube, funny isn't it? i do have to say, i love long flights. favorite feeling in the world.

"gold is your euphoria. gold brings out the best version of yourself. meeting them was like listening to a song for the first time and knowing it would be your new favorite. they're your gold crayon. the one you use to color the stars." -amanda madsen

i miss you. u weren't supposed to leave me yet. we should've had more time, but we weren't allowed it. and that's heartbreaking, because i'll never get to tell u how much i love u again, never get to give u a hug, never get to be held in ur arms, and that hurts. rest in peace angel.

dreamnotfound (@tsoatu twt art creds)

it hurts, knowing that i was just a plaything. something to pass the time when you’re bored, you broke me in ways only you could. not only did it break the small bit of what we were, but it broke me as who i am.

"we all could go insane with just one bad day"

you may see me as "evil" or as a "villain". but I tell you this, i didn't choose to be like this, it was you who drew me to this, forced me to choose violence. next time you think of how awful i am, remember its your fault im like this.

the smell of fresh rain on the pavement, the wetness of the crushed leaves under our feet. the feeling of our clothes sticking to our bodies as we go on adventure that is life.

dtkq (@darthlees twt art creds)

must have been fate. me meeting you. you're my soulmate, and i couldn't have asked for a better one. i am so inlove with you it hurts. you were my wish on a shooting star.

a story for the books, one that rivals romeo and juliet. the line between healthy and toxic got so blurred we didn't even know there was one. so many thing i never got to say. in the end we ruined eachother for anyone else, and in some twisted way that's beautiful.

TATE McRAE

right person wrong time, if you love them let them go. all that’s fine and all but i want you now, it hurts me to say goodbye, to know there’s a chance that this is it. but hopefully, one day, when we’re a little older, it’ll be our time.

disney's bests. disney movies just make me happy. i think it's becuase it reminds me of when i was a kid and carefree. things were so much easier back then. damn what happned?

uh... pretend. fake it? yeah. until we make it? i mean why not? it is either that or cry myself to sleep. who wants to do that? you wake up with puffy eyes the next day. that's a waste of tears.

what went wrong? how did we stray so far from the start? when did u fall out of love with me? why wasn't i good enough? when did it end? when did it end for u? why couldn't we fix it? why, why, why.

reverence, purity, birth, simplicity, cleanliness, peace, humility, precision, innocence, youth, winter, snow, good, sterility, and marriage.

channel your inner white boy.

it was a game. one i didn't want to lose. the rules were simple: don't fall in love. that was it, who really wins and who really loses tho?

wilbur song recs on stream feb 4, 2021

women empowerment is where it's at. what would happen if we just yeeted men out of existence? could you imagine? life would be so much more comfortable and safe. women gotta stick together, so don't go out and snitch, or talk shit. be there for eachother no matter ur relation.

tell me you love me, let me hear you say it, and i will repeat it back again.

i was like a child when this was happening... but regardless of that irrelevent fact the vibes were imaculet.

joy, happiness, betrayal, optimism, idealism, imagination, hope, sunshine, summer, gold, philosophy, dishonesty, cowardice, jealousy, covetousness, deceit, illness, hazard and friendship.

confidnece is key. thrive in this music you are a boss ass bitch. do what you want and don't give a fuck about what people think. they are wortheless and their opinions don't matter. be the queen u are and embrace it u bitch.

GLAIVE

its funny. i feel as if i’ve lost you, and can't ever get you back, but in reality, you were never mine to lose. i let myself fall for someone who would never fall for me and that hurts. but i hope you;re happy. heaven knows im not.

zeus is the olympian god of the sky and the thunder, the king of all other gods and men, and, consequently, the chief figure in greek mythology.

"sometimes, clouds have two sides, a dark and light, and a silver lining in between. it’s like a silver sandwich. so, when life seems hard, take a bite out of the silver sandwich"